Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Halfway point

I am 20 weeks today.

It's a bittersweet milestone because I know that, in all likelihood, this is the last time I'll be halfway through a pregnancy.

Barring some huge change of heart on S's part, our family will be complete after #2 arrives.

I have more to say, but I'm too tired to come up with the words right now.

I will say that I wish I could enjoy this pregnancy more. A huge part of me is still waiting for the other shoe to drop. I hope this changes once we have our big ultrasound next Friday.

Have been feeling the baby kick since Feb. 12. Makes me smile every time. Don't know why these kicks don't reassure me more. Am I really doomed to be an eternal pessimist?

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