Thursday, December 6, 2007

Sad

Apparently I am sadder than I thought.

S commented that I seemed really down both last night and this morning. I had a really tough time motivating myself to come to work today. And ever since I got here, I've found it very hard to concentrate. I should have just stayed home.

I really need to take the time to explore my feelings, instead of just putting on my "Life goes on" face.

More than anything, I think, I'm terrified of losing the other twin now.

2 comments:

Maryam said...

I wish I had my icons here. Instead, **hugs**

pithydithy said...

Oh, hon, I'm sorry. The other twin looked wonderful, remember? Measuring at nine weeks with a heartbeat? That's great and things are progressing and Twin A is going to be fine. I will it to be so. (Plus, I really, really believe it.) But I know how hard this is. Only a few more weeks and you'll be out of the first tri. Hugs.